70. Random Update

Dear Readers,

I’m just writing because I felt like I wanted to write this most random blog ever. It’s 2 am right now. I’m sitting in my pajamas, listening to all my favorite songs. I’m in a really good place right now. I feel no stress what-so-ever.

My whole world has gone upside down. I don’t think I would be getting into the college that I really wanted to. I spent like my entire vacation on this, but because of the stupid mistakes I made while attempting those answers, I think getting into this college is now 10 times harder.

Don’t get me wrong. I’m definitely going to try again the next year. I really want that college and that course. Why? Because I really like that course and I love where it’s going to take me professionally. I made a decision and usually every time I failed, I’d just give up and go to the next best thing. But this time, I’m not giving up. I wanted that college, I’m going to that college. It might seems a little stupid, but I really want that course and college. I know it’s not going to be this year, but I’m going to try again next year when I’m a little more mature and I hopefully a little more confident with my answers.

What will I do in this one year? I have no bloody clue. I am waiting on results from another college. If I get into that, I’d be really glad. But if not, then I am pretty sure I’ll figure something out. Let’s just hope for the best now.

I just have to patiently wait and clean my room and do other household chores until I know my result. I need to start reading again. I have so many things planned for this month that I want to do, it’s going to be interesting and exciting.

Sorry for the random-est update. I just felt like writing something and keeping my blog a little bit active until I go back to my daily routine and get back to posting blogs weekly.

What have y’all been up to? What did you think about this blog? Please share your thoughts in the comment section below. Ciao ciao.

Realistic Beginner.

11 thoughts on “70. Random Update

  1. Determination is a great atrabute to have.

    I’ve gust come off a bad depression cycle and getting back on WP, I injoy reading your blog I injoy reading about people’s real life.


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  2. That feeling of the unknown is the worst! I hope you get into that college, and if you don’t, then trying again isn’t a bad attitude to take.

    As for the questions–I’ve been slacking off on all the things I should be doing. This blog is fun to read as I always enjoy reading what other people are thinking and experiencing; it broadens my world view a bit.

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  3. I have been fighting my way out of the dark. I’m getting there. I’m doing a lot better. I get knocked down, but I’ll keep getting back up. What do I think of this blog? As a person who loves people, I think your blog is great! You’re real with your thoughts, “Realistic Beginner” We all have to begin somewhere. Keep positive!

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