74. Two Months Later

Dear Readers,

This blog, before it’s edits, actually turned out to be a rant about how overwhelming everything is in my life and how all I want to do is cry. But I deleted those words and rewrote the entire blog because honestly I don’t want to talk about those things that are affecting me. I am done with this negativity that my life revolves around right now.

I also wanted to write this blog again because I want to make my life better and I want to avoid speaking only about negative things. So here I am finding solace in the one thing that I truly enjoy doing. Writing a blog.

What have I been doing for the last two months. Well, in a nutshell, so much and so little. One good thing myself is that I’m becoming more and more confident with who I am and how I look. One bad thing that happening to me is that I’m getting extremely angry and frustrated, even for silly things. And more importantly, I’m tired all the damn time and I don’t usually find time for pleasurable activities.

I’m trying to get in touch with my feelings and I’m trying to sort things out. I’m sure it’ll take time. So currently all I’m trying to focus on is getting good marks for my internals next week. I’m also trying to get into the habit of doing yoga everyday.

How have you all been? What is up with you all? Hope your week was good. Hope you have a lovely weekend.

Regards,
Realistic Beginner.

14 thoughts on “74. Two Months Later

  1. Aweni December 9, 2019 / 07:07

    Well done! Always focus on the positivity and turn your back on the negatives. Take one step at a time. It might be a slow journey but you’ll get there.πŸ€—

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  2. S. Chersis October 8, 2019 / 09:25

    Exhaustion and frustration are, sadly, not rarities in the college/university world. Those positives sound really good, though. Being more aware of how you’re feeling and “where” you are when the emotions happen is an important skill.

    I have become steadily busier with work, and the redo of my novel is going well.

    May you get good marks, and I hope you feel better soon!

    (Also, I do hope you were able to have a good cry at some point–it can be very helpful at times.)

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      • S. Chersis January 16, 2020 / 22:31

        Slowly, but I think I’m at the halfway mark–which is also 92K words. Thank you so much for asking πŸ˜€

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      • RB January 17, 2020 / 14:32

        That’s amazing. Keep at it! Can’t wait to read what you’ve written in the near future.

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      • RB January 31, 2020 / 13:29

        WIll look forward to hearing from you!

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  3. dawnautom October 5, 2019 / 08:06

    Nice post dear πŸ˜€, glad to hear your focusing on the good and not the bad.

    ❀️✌️
    BY FOR NOW

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  4. Aesthetic Roots October 4, 2019 / 22:04

    Stay positive πŸ™‚ Been feeling bit rubbish myself but like yourself,writing my blog keeps me going πŸ™‚

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